#35

This isn’t goodbye

…unless you really want it to be.

I could read each word

I could count each line

But I’ve got a feeling that none of that would ease my mind.

Ive spent the last year writing it out

On paper

On a keyboard

On my phone

But this end feels like a sword

Through the chest.

These words and names dont mean much

until you read between the lines

Try to imagine their eyes

Look for the spaces between their lies

If all we write is some form of poetry

I hope you’re willing to show to me

What it is that we’re hiding from

What it is that you are

Where it was that you fell

I know you mean well

And so do i

But if i read one more “goodbye”…

This isn’t goodbye

Though it feels like it may be

This isn’t goodbye

And though that might sound crazy,

This isn’t goodbye,

because i wont leave these words behind.

To say adieu

Is probably smart to do

To let them know that you wont be back

To show that its time for you to pack

To bid farewell

Is sure, good, and swell

But where will you go?

Should I ask?

Should I know?

And what if I’m not ready for you to go?

Our time was taken, robbed, mistaken

And i guess,

i just want you to know that…

This isn’t goodbye

This isn’t adieu

This isn’t farewell

Because I’ll remember you.

7 thoughts on “#35

  1. ahhhh i love you so much! this isn’t goodbye because it can’t be goodbye but you’re so incredible and i loved sitting at your table this semester. you’re so amazing and i love your writing so much and you have such an incredible personality and you’re just amazing. i miss you❤️❤️

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    1. Ahhhhhhh i love you!!!!! If it weren’t for you, I dont know if I would have been able to post the stuff that i have recently. Thank you so much for being such an incredible support to me and my writing. I appreciate you so much, and miss you even more!!! 💛💛💛

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