#33

Should I be asking for your sacrifice?

Should I forget we ever tried?

Should this be the end of the line

That I’ve been scared of the whole time?

Are you seeing what I mean?

Do you get that it’s not just you?

Do you realize what I’m trying to do?

I don’t wanna say it

But whichever way you play it

it’s unfair.

Maybe you shouldn’t even care

Maybe I should just stay out of your hair

Maybe it doesn’t matter

That he was there

But I won’t understand

I don’t know which hand

To hold out for you

Is there something else I should do?

I don’t wanna ruin this for you

But I don’t think you see that it’s not easy for me today

Go play your games, waste your time

It’s okay

You don’t have to worry about mine.